Thursday 18 October 2018

Temptation

1. One bright gorgeous day
She worked in the Garden.
A neighbour popped over
With a basket of fruit.
They settled down
On the blanket of grass.
They filled up the silence
With some pratter and chatter
Then reached for the basket.
“Are you sure it’s not…?”
“Would I ever? You think?”
“I’m sorry” - she looked down.
“Unless you might want to try it”.
“I heard it feels good.”
“Wisdom usually does.”
She thought, hesitating,
Then dug in the basket
And lifted the Fruit out.
A scaly hand patted her on the back.
“The first time, - the guest whispered,
-Is always a trip.”
“I feel like a virgin, -
She laughed, still unsure.
“Illegal isn’t my game”, -
She put the thing down.
The neighbour seemed hurt.
“It’s expensive, you know.”
“You’re right, what could
Possibly happen to me?”
She smelled it.
Smelling was legal.
As one who abandons all doubt,
She peered around,
Glanced way up, up to the sky…
Then sunk her teeth
Deep, deep in that fruit.
The sky was cast over,
Away from the weeping woman
A snake slithered home.

2. One day, walking home,
She saw a man injured.
An arm in filthy bandages
Hung limp by his side.
Gross green flies
Were buzzing all over.
His head hung
All the way to his chest.
Her kind heart trembled.
She ripped her clothes
Reminiscent of mourning
And wrapped up the wound.
A drink of some water,
A brush and a comb,
Some cake from the market.
He looked like he’d live.
“What else can I give you?”
“Nothing… only maybe a kiss”
She shrugged, and turned to go.
“I was kidding, m’lady.”
“Feel better.”
“Don’t think me a beggar.
I’ve been injured in war.
We fought a brave battle,
And took home some spoils.
May I present you with a token,
A small gift from the man
You’ve stooped down to save?”
“You needn’t thank me,
It’s really fine.”
He pulled out a kerchief
With a fruit wrapped inside.
“It’s magic, m’lady.
A fruit like no other,
Knowledge and power,
Eternal youth and attraction.”
Deep in thought,
All the way home,
To her husband and children,
She carried the kerchief,
Thanking the man in her mind.


3. The toothless old hag
Smiled a wide grin.
The wrinkles crisscrossed
stretched and knitted
A map of wise cunning.
Long white hair hung down.
A customer’s steps
Stopped right at her door.
She shuddered and entered.
A dry rabbit’s paw
Hit her right on the nose.
An owl hooted
Announcing her step.
“A love potion, my dear?
How can I help a sweet maiden?”
“No, it’s something…
Else.”
“A bun in the oven
You do not wish to bake?”
“You knew? How?”
“Of course. A witch always knows.”
“Do others… need this?”
“Look at the path
Leading up to my home.
Would you think
It has trampled itself?”
“But how would I know…
For next time?”
“For next time,
My sweet maiden,
You grow some wisdom.
And here’s your potion.”
The witch fumbled
In the sack hanging over.
A scaly hand
Dropped an apple
In the maiden’s shaking hand.
Some (not too many)
Months after
The wide in the hips maiden
Was rocking a baby 
Who'd murder his brother,
In a world born of knowing,
Conceived and delivered
Into wisdom with agony,
Cursing her mentor,
As an owl
Flew laughing past. 

4. His hand
On her breast,
Her head
On his chest.
Created together,
Embracing forever,
Souls reflecting,
Joined in perfection,
They worked on the land
In the baby-new world.
She was stoking the fire,
Stirring coals with sticks,
Laying out flat pieces of dough
Adding some garlic,
Olive oil a’plenty.
He was due to come home.
A woman’s shadow
Towered over,
Eclipsing horizons,
A hissing voice in her ears.
A face of chiseled stone,
Raven-black hair,
A thin line of lips.
A foot in leather slippers
Kicked the coals, upsetting
The pot and the supper,
The man’s evening meal.
“What’s “before”?
I am afraid I don’t know.”
The angry female
Spat and turned to go,
Rocking her hips
Bracelets ringing a tune,
The wings of an owl
Seemed to grow from her back.  
Eve ran to the river,
Forgetting the dough.
A wide fleshy nose,
Strands of hair in her eyes,
“The arms of a chimp,
And no colour at all.”
She scraped her skin clean,
Mixing soap with tears,
Bitter shame of her nakedness
Unadorned and oh so simple,
Was hers to bear forever.
Unseeing, she stumbled
Her middle feeling empty,
All the way to the forest,
Where the holy tree stood.
The fruit stung her hands,
The boils bursting open.
She wished for oblivion,
And savoured the fire.
Walking home in her heels,
Bracelets ringing on her arms,
She remembered her pained sister,
Who tasted temptation
In the world that was before.
In her hand, the fruit glistened.
“If you love me,
You will have it with me.”









Monday 15 October 2018

The two stones



Two stones in my palm
One is heavy,
One is light.
***
In the frigid air of Poland
Under a lead sky
A sinister gate stands,
The portal to hell.
Today you will peak over the edge
And peer into the crater
Of human depravity.
I am holding your heart
All the way from here.
Holding it so tight.
I’m begging you not to look in.
Lest you get scorched
By the fire long extinguished.
Lest the shadows of the past
Draw your soul in
And dim your light.
I am afraid
For you walk this world
Soul-naked.
A child's innocence
And the wisdom of centuries.
Fragile like a dragonfly wing,
Resilient like the Wandering Jew...
Covered by angels’ wings,
You come back safely, and
In my hand there is a stone
That weighs nothing,
Yet is too heavy to lift.
The stone that carries an imprint
Of God’s wrath
Of the time when the world was in ashes,
Sits on my table.
To remind.
***
In the hills that wrinkled up
When the world was bathed by the Flood,
Where the air is dry and crispy,
Surrounded by olives and vines,
Is a small pond.
A red dragonfly rests
On the edge.
We turn our faces up,
Tasting the wind,
Soaring on our thoughts,
In the muddy hills of Samaria.
You left behind
The blood-soaked land of Europe,
Parted with your family
To carry a gun and bear children
Olive saplings in the filed blessed by God,
Wholesome and whole
Living every day you’re alive,
In the Land of our dreams,
As the shadows of warriors
In leather sandals
Silently guard your sleep
Keeping company
To the soldiers of flesh and blood.
“Look, Gotenu. We came back.”
***
Today is the day
When my heart knows.
You said, “Your heart will tell you
What to do with it.”
Today I pick up another stone
Muddy and baked by the sun.
In our ancient homeland.
To keep them together.
A testimony
To what we are.
The present is the knitting needles,
The past is a multi-coloured tapestry,
The future is mere thread.
Bits of colour and meaning
Are threaded together,
The needles keep knitting,
Weaving in blood and sorrow,
Celebration and joy,
Little bits of every colour.
We are all knitted together
In mysterious ways.
But God has a plan, you say.
I will keep the two stones
To remind me of resilience,
Of coming back and surviving,
Wandering Jews finding home,
Shadows of heroes,
Of the life’s many colours,
Its ups and its downs
And all that’s in between.
Of our souls connecting
In mysterious dance.